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12月15日

Only time will tell

Only time will tell,永远不知道下一刻会发生什么...
要搞的论文太多了
我很失落吧,Lost i think.但我真的希望失落到自然中,而不是在喧闹嘈杂的街道马路还有封闭的空间.
 人类继续完美地伪饰自己,一群高智慧的疯子^&()()(^%^&$&
11月21日

Just an honest mistake and who the hell cares

People

They don't mean a THING to you

They move right through you

Just like your Breath
But sometimes

I still think of you

And I just wanted to

Just wanted you to know

My old friend...

I swear I never meant for this

I never meant...



Don't look at me that way

It was an honest mistake

Don't look at me that way

It was an honest mistake

An honest mistake

Sometimes

I forget I'm still awake

I fuck up and say these things out loud


My old friend...

I sweat I never meant for this

I never meant...



Don't look at me that way

It was an honest mistake

Don't look at me that way

It was an honest mistake

An honest mistake


Don't look at me that way

It was an honest mistake

Don't look at me that way

It was an honest mistake

An honest mistake
10月23日

3 feels coming up feelingly...damn

First feel.喜欢的寒冬快来了,内心可以在萧索的景色和Low temprature的共同作用下归于更加平静,驱除一些无孔不入的不用解释的浮躁.我想我会享受这种感觉,最好能使内心在一些不重要的情况下被催生出与世隔绝的感性氛围,让我可以用一些时间来沉浸在其中...努力缩短在脑海中不时回闪的令我伤感的事情的非学术周期(如果可以把它叫做一个周期的话,我没有精力去测量这个时间段).
 
Second feel.Sigmund Freud的释梦理论给予12分的敬仰,他的心灵已经发展到何种境界,我无法想象.我用其方法尝试对自己的梦进行解析,感到我终于能够开始了解梦了...Freud坚信,梦是病态心理的一种,和歇斯底里恐惧症,妄想症同属.这样看来,我最近是病态心理高发期...~通过梦来释放自己的里比多以使自己舒服,保持正常状态...I know i can't never break loose from my Libido!!!!!!!!never as one of us...
 
Third feel.        没有永恒,当期盼永恒时会产生伤感.
无法从人类深思熟虑设置的各种思想行为精神枷锁中彻底释放
除了那种最极端的方法-终结自己,那也正是Joy division的主唱Ian curtis所做的...当到达他那种精神状态时除了terminate yourself还有什么更好的方式么,绝对没有.他无法使自己获得精神的舒服,也无法使身体生理上得到最基本的舒服.而消亡可以...终止这种不舒服.
动物(包括人)活着为了什么,为了尽量让自己'舒服',满足自己的生理和心理需要.说不清楚的力量给予每个物种以许多洞和空隙,然后让他们去在自己的生命过程中去用各种方法填补满足,生命为此而来,维持者希望继续填补,不再想继续填补者也就不需要维持了...
 
Bonus of feel.
                             The eternal---Joy divsion
Procession moves on, the shouting is over
Praise to the glory of loved ones
now gone
Talking aloud as they sit
round their tables
Scattering flowers washed down by the rain
 
Stood by the gate at the foot of the garden
Watching them pass like clouds in the sky
Try to cry out in the heat of the moment
Possessed by a fury
that burns from inside
 
Cry like a child though
these years make me older
With children my time
is so wastefully spent
Burden to keep, though their
inner communion
Accept like a curse
an unlucky deal
 
Laid by the gate at the foot
of the garden
My view stretches out
from the fence to the wall
No words could explain,
no actions determine
Just watching the trees
and the leaves as they fall
 
*不能表达对这首歌的氛围和歌词感受,只有在心里最深处才似乎逐渐清晰,但依然说不出...
 
 
 
9月23日

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我的小Ally,你真的很可爱...可你终究无法抵抗过犬瘟...如果能有你和Buddy一起在身边多好,但已经不行了...
咱们分开的不远,以后会去看你的...好好睡吧,有泥土保护着你...
 
9月17日

晨光中的电影院

OH!!我在干什么??我在更新SPACE!!我居然还记得如何更新它!恩...不错...
今天创造了一项个人的纪录,绝对是纪录.居然AM 6:00起床去华星看了场8:00的<夜宴>,五折优惠场,不然我他妈有毛病才这么早起去CINEMA醒脑,当然我也确实有毛病,这是另外一回事.我是和另外一个朋友去的,我们很早以前就商量着去看场电影,直到今日才得以实现,算是影事多磨.
关于<夜宴>,感觉还可以...冯导搞部这类型片子也不容易...陈导的馒头想必也给了其不少噎着的压力...不过片中有些场景服饰人物敢再象点魔戒么??尤其是一帮黑骑士(请允许我这样称呼)在一条小溪中行进...我当时就等着丽芙.泰勒唤水淹他们了...此外,感觉葛优同志演得还不错,我听到他说话时并没有忍俊不禁...看来他还是具备抑制观众朋友们笑的能力的. 张子怡姐姐是否以后每部片子都要露呢,难道这是固定模式...
更新完毕.钦此.
 
 
7月29日

抒一点情

Holy shit!None of my business and I don't fucking care about your unwannabe and confusion!!Actually I am less obsessed than you expect!So...don't try to fill me in like a guy with blackout!it sucks!!!!You catch that?? you damn biatch!!!
 
7月25日

Love reality

I love this,I love that,I love these,I love those,I love myself,I love it,I love her,I love him,I love them,I love you,I love us,I love ours,I love yours,I love theirs,I love his,I love hers,I love its,I love mine... I love everything I love...but love doesn't exist in a shape,just my feelings inside hiding in the place where my nerve can be waked...And humanbeing calls it 'love'.Actually it may often not as complicated as what a guy thinks.Don't add too many meanings on it, just know it inside you and be true to it.Good way to get along.